I wanted you for so long, and every opportunity I was given I messed up in one stupid way or another. Then, when you wanted me, and made a huge effort suddenly I wasn’t interested? Now your leaving for possibly a year, possibly forever, who knows what will happen in that time. You could come back and I could be engaged, Jesus I could have a child! Or you could be engaged or have a child! And I will always regret the chances I missed with you. But its the story of my life, always waiting for the right time to come along and miss it when its right in front of me.
I really hope I haven’t missed my last chance with you, I think me and you could be something special. Have fun, stay safe, and come back when you need me.
01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
Matt Leaving :/
04: what are you listening to?
London Grammar - Wasting my young years
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
In her bed, probably on tumblr?
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
08: sex on the first date?
09: kiss on the first date?
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes, but it cant happen.
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
Don’t leave, sorry I missed every opportunity.
13: what are three things you did today?
Went out for lunch, made a friend cry with happiness, enjoyed tonight with friends
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
Have them over
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
Yes, probably too close to one of them
17: what is on your wrists right now?
A watch, and a hair band.
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
wasted too much time
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
23: how have you felt today?
Mostly cheerful, with down parts
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
A huge night out
25: what is wrong with you right now?
Im a stupid girl who cant make her mind up
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
My biological father
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
Starbucks (Keep me from sleeeeeeeping)
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
Who said im not..at some point, in the future we will cross paths again.
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
About half midnight, I was playing word mole
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
This morning, but not for long enough :(
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
Sitting in a pub garden with my boyfriend and our 2 friends
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
No, a purple dress
34: are you a patient person?
Not at all, its my biggest flaw
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
HAHA that’s my barrier, never past it. I bloody hope so, its over that til our holiday!
36: favorite color?
Always gotta be pink
37: did you have a dream last night?
I dreamt about my old house and what I miss
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Just said, a dress.
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
Chris, but not in his grumpy mood hes in atm
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
That he will feel the same when he gets back and we can give it a proper go then?
42: do you like meeting new people?
I get really nervous, but love it as well
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
More than I’ll ever realise
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yes, for the first time last week
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
Most days of my life.